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even writing erotic romance stuff at my regular job. Heck, I can't even have bare arms half the time. ;) But then even if I were totally vanilla, I wouldn't be discussing it at work or with casual acquaintances. I just have different boundaries. As for individual sex acts, I really don't care if they are "kinky" or not. Such a designation would be useful here, so we might (in theory) not get so "I want to have sex with my wife more often" posts, but I don't know that there's anywhere for them to go either.