I live northwest of the city. Work in Skokie. I'd spend a few weeks reading this forum and you'll your story time and time again,
Older ladies searching flirt uniform dating only then ending is "but I looove him so much and don't want to leave" So good on you for leaving. You can't change your losses of the past but you sure can put a stop to it and you did. It's hard to do what you did, it really is. You're going to go through some stages of grief, (anger, bargaining, depression) might be good as sugggested to get some counseling, at least read some book so you'll be prepared. And start writing down what you've learned. Hopefully you've learned that being accused of doing something you're not over and over is a huge red. It's usually the accuser who's lying and cheating, as you found out. You've learned you deserve better. You've learned you've got a pair when you need them. While venting is helpful, you be at the stage where you're feeding this. He burned you. That's done. Start talking abut the future and learn from the past but don't dwell on it. don't watch Lifetime unless they make you feel better, as in "this shit can happen to anyone." It can. Do some reading and talk to a professional. I'd try to find someone who has worked with DV issues before, they understand what you've been through and what it took to leave.
McKean like to play tennis somewhere this. I have a car, yes. I just hooked up with an animal rescue but I'm not sure how that'll go differences in ideas, mostly and have the resources for excellent help. Send the offending pup pup to Ceasare Millans dog rehabilitation center and be open to anything and everything he tells you. He can get this dog to do whatever, without him being beaten, locked away, shunned from the family or isolated. But of course you probably won't do this unless you are a hard core animal lover. Id trust that with any dog even more then I trust myself. As a matter of fact ive asked my sis that when she gets "tired" of this dog; it be AWESOME if she could just pay Ceasare to rehome and retrain him; the is a genious!