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I am lost and lonely and I dont know what to do next. I invited him to spend the night and he said he wanted to but that wasnt a good night. The last time we spent the night together in my parents house, he refused to do anything sexually because he felt it was disrespectfull to my parents (I think he just didnt want to get caught). We've never kissed, but we hug all the time and sometimes (when he's in the mood), he'll act as if he wants to go further. One night when we had both been drinking, he said he wanted me to shave his ass and rim him. I said ok but he had to take a shower first. He took the shower, we did oral, and both fell asleep. He's very insecure about this issue. He wont allow me to be naked when we're doing oral, but he enjoys being naked around me and for me to touch, etc (foot rubs, etc). He swears that he's straight and that I'm the ONLY guy that he'd ever have a sexual relationship with. I live in south Mississippi in a very rual area. I have tried my best to move on and find another guy but there just arnt any. What do I do from here? Try to get back what I had with, or give up and just be friends with him? I've always told him that its totally up to him as far as what we do sexually, because I dont want to cross any boundaries he's uncomfortable with. I just dont know what to do or how to feel. I dont think I'm in with him but I DO him. Your advice is appreciated.

Even if she's wearing that strap-on, you won't her tits, you? You wanting HER to please you isn't. Make sure to tell her that. And even if you should want a guy later on, you wouldn't give her up for one, would you? That would be bi at most, not.